I am naive,
I am who you deceive.
I am for you
I thought you were for me.
I am betrayed
I am who couldn’t see
The arm that’s holding me.
I am the slave,
I am the misery
Caught in the game
I could never win.
I am the price
You took and stepped upon.
All I need is something to hold on.
I wanna believe in something beautiful,
I’m not sure I can.
I am prepared for something horrible,
As change has taught me how.
All of my life I’ve been the only one
Who could understand.
And after all I shouldn’t be what you see but
I am fine.
I am ok,
Ready, set and on my way
No chance to see a thing that could be blocking me.
You came and placed bombs all over the scene,
Triggered them secretly.
Now you are gone
Screwed and left alone.
Still I don’t see how the hell I’m holding on.
Remove my sleep, take away my sanity
I only need just one dream to achieve.
If I could do everything I have in mind,
If I could be everyone I told myself I would become.
I’d live forever and I would keep together as a whole
I’ll live forever just know that I’ll be clever enough to break the barrier that’s keeping me inside of this hole.
Track Name: Join Me
Join me to see how this world begins,
a chance to feel as if we are new.
I heard a dream about you and me,
we’d fly away then fall asleep.
Fixed minds keep wandering by they can’t decide what’s there to lose.
We’ll fight. I promise I won’t give my life till we are through.
I will wait for you.
Don’t care if you do.
I will wait and stay alive.
Join me to see how we are incomplete
there are shadows cast
there’s much to gain
Will ever I see those sad eyes tear
the shades you lift
the smile in me.
Hold on to me and I’ll save this once again
Hold on and see there’s no life worth dying again
Treacherous thoughts confide the end of this
I’m your way out.
Still I’ll wait for you.
But I’ll need you too.
Without you I won’t survive life.
Track Name: Moon (Ain't Good Enough)
I thought it all ‘till here,
The breaking point was clear.
I’m thankful for all I ever feared.
Now all I do or say,
Is doomed to fade away.
I know I’m small but I’ll keep on.
Hear it on the radio, watch it on the TV,
All the love and all the hate ain’t good enough for me.
The nerve for second steer
It suddenly appeared.
Racing this procrastination.
It might not strike this sheer,
But I felt it all from here
Die or retry. The sign was clear.
I fear, it’s not enough
but I will not stand still.
Grace me with violence I feel letting go.
Need to release from what’s keeping me home.
Track Name: Closer
This is where I hold you
Between the lines of joy and truth
To grief as I expose you
There’s never been so cold clues.
Now I don’t mean to turn you down
A feeling I have watched burn and drown.
I’m only here to calm the storm
The thought of you and me could take some more.
Come here closer let me hold you.
I have come here just to show you
That this hope will keep us broken
Believe in when I told you
To fear is to dream eyes closed.
And whenever you come around
I need you to be free from clung scars.
Now I don’t wanna be, I don’t wanna see
the thing you may become when I am gone.
And know it’s meant to be
But there’s a part of me
That always will reside with what could been done.
Have we made a mistake?
I made you think that I had eyes just for you and no one else.
Should we make it ok?
You made me feel my soul was ice cold
Now I’m melting.